Gosh. Where the hell to start? That was one of the most beautiful and heart breaking reads, ever. Alexander was just so beautiful. I wish to goodness I had known nothing about this book; I went into it knowing I wouldn't get a HEA ... So I've pretty much been crying since I first met "Alex". He seemed so strong and confident; but ultimately he wasn't. He needed what Edward just couldn't fully give him.... To be something. Not nothing. What a book. It's going to take me a while to move on from these guys.